That Was Me - Hardcover

by Rick Tester (Author)

When you look back, realize it was God...

then suddenly discover why.

Abigail once believed in miracles-until one Sunday morning shattered everything. At just nine years old, she watched her world crumble when her father, a devoted pastor, was murdered in his own church. In her grief, she disowned God and closed the door on faith forever.

Fifteen years later, Abigail's life is a tangle of unanswered questions and unrelenting pain. Plagued by mysterious blackouts that blur the line between dreams and reality, she lives on the unforgiving streets of New York City. Her greatest heartache? The disappearance of her four-year-old son-a loss that broke the last pieces of her soul. Now, after two years of searching and surviving, hope is slipping away... and so is time.

Then she meets Jack.

Jack is nine, alone, and somehow at peace in a world that has swallowed so many. He knows the city like the back of his hand-and he knows Jesus. With wisdom far beyond his years, Jack offers Abigail more than just help-he offers a second chance.

Together, they embark on a haunting journey through alleyways and sanctuaries, seeking answers, chasing whispers, and confronting the ghosts of Abigail's past. But as the blackouts grow stronger and the edges of reality blur, Abigail must face her deepest fear: that the truth about her son-and herself-may be more than she's ready to bear.

In this unforgettable mystery of faith, loss, and redemption, That Was Me is a powerful tale about learning to trust again... not just in people, but in a God who never stopped pursuing her.